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Antonius love celloLiberty+Solitude+Loneliness! 秋之申城久未提笔写下星星点点了,谓之以忙碌非凡,岂有片刻小憩用以舞文弄墨,实乃世人皆知的懒惰嫌疑。 申城秋日之于吾辈生于斯长于斯的沪人,已是如此的熟悉,亦如沁入骨髓,溶于血脉之中。不去刻意关注,或许你已经忘记了这个季节属于申城的别样风情。 秋日就是能勾起人们的思语, 初秋的申城,丹桂飘香。 街上 信步闲迈, 清风拂面, 带来的是除凉意以外的: 一丝清甜。 屋内 手握佳茗, 蜷于沙发, 窗口正对的也是那绿色中的翩翩黄点, 幽幽发散, 一丝清甜。 秋日人们的着装少了夏日的清凉,但是多了一袭优雅,秋日是乱穿衣的季节,或许这厢擦肩的人还着装清爽,对面走来的人却已是披肩裹身。 属于秋日的人的心境确实也多了一份慵懒,咖啡馆的露天座没了夏日的烈焰辐照,也还未迎来冬日的寒风刺骨,大家或是闲谈,或是雅读。虽身处城市,但是秋日这一收获的季节,人们的步伐确实慢了下来。 不多日将到来的深秋,一定要约上数友人,去日间的衡山路,踩遍落于街上的枯叶,喜欢踩下那一瞬发出的嚓嚓声,清亮.... 不知何故,提到秋天我想到的就是海顿d大调大提琴协奏的2乐章,那段温暖的双音旋律。温暖,真诚,有沁入心脾的能力。 秋日的光线或许是一年中最美的时节,前几日与友人一起上小艇一艘,浦江夜游,傍晚十分的浦江上,水气清扬,遥望对岸的东方明珠,若影若现。西下的红日。在天边留下一条红线,片片白云也被一同韵染。 秋,唯美的季节,意向中的秋是红色的,美中不足就是略显干燥,但是较之以北方的秋燥,申城秋日已是润泽有加了。。或许这也是大自然的刻意安排吧,秋天是丰收的季节,收获的物品多了,未能及时分类储藏,如处于春之湿润必将迅速腐败变质,而有了秋的干燥,为我辈赢得了更多收获良机呵呵。 啊。。。。!我的火龙果发芽了。。。!连载第一季(发芽出苗篇)不断更新第一季,第一集:发芽了。。。。。。 啊。。果然这类多肉的植物是小贱贱。。最近上海的天气二十多度,给它们点水它们就灿烂了。。就3天。。。这生命力啊杠杠的。。。=_=!!!!! ![]() 有兴趣尝试的朋友可以按如下步骤操作。。。取火龙果果肉一小块(一小块绝对足够了,否则小芝麻太多了。。你没地方撒。。就像感情太丰富的人无处安放青春一样)找个合适小罐子。。然后搞些小沙子。。浇些小水子。。当然这一切要挑类似上海最近的温度时节进行(个人估计极端恶劣的天气它也能发芽,但是未尝试,有待实验证明,实在是这东西生命力旺盛的小家伙,小儿强大。。真的是小强啊 +_+!!!!)3-5天后就会给你惊喜。 华丽的成长分隔线。。。。。。 ======================================================= 然后就是拍摄了。。其实是手机拍的但是有人会问为啥手机的微距能微成这德行。。。其实是找了个废旧镜头反接手机,拍摄然后裁切。。反正发blog也不用高像素。。主要是玩。。哇哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈!!!!!! La rue XinHua昨天去了新华路。。。 很喜欢那条路。。。 好像好久没有机会路过那里。。或者是我故意避开那个地方。。 然后一切的一切好像都浮现眼前。。 只是不是初春的夜晚而是初秋的傍晚另外就是我只是独自走过。。 马路有了些许的变化多了红色的可能是交通专用道路上的车流受华山路什么修地铁的影响一下子多了很多或多或少的破坏了马路的味道其它的真的没有任何的变化两旁的梧桐一如往昔的茂密走过这条路的人的节奏都变了味道一下子显得慵懒起来路畔的各类店铺不知是否迎合这条路都设计的很洋气小精致那些老洋房诉说着属于他们自己的历史 影城的那家真锅还在那儿光线还是这么迷人里面的男女或是吟笑或是谈心一切是那么的熟悉那个初春夜晚冬夜的凉意并未消散喝完咖啡的你我紧紧的靠着一起走过指尖温暖着彼此的心灵虽然心里的惆怅无语言表丝丝的不舍刻骨铭心那一夜短短的路变很长路灯下看到那些相拥的人为何我的嘴角会露出笑意或许那个初春的寒夜我们也和路灯这样相伴过多时民族乐团和轻音乐团门口的那家蝶翠轩依旧营业第一次一起吃饭就是在那里记得那次还有人在哪儿办喜宴你轻声问我何时轮到我我告诉你我连那个人都没遇到当时怎么都没想到故事就是这么开始的 路上当车驶过番禺路那个小区门口我转过了身是的我不想去看到我背对着它就可以了其实想想好笑或许那儿早换了新的住户和这路平行的幸福路我就更不敢去走了幸福路真的能像它的名字一样给人幸福嘛或许那一刻那个时间节点是幸福的吧 随便照了几张象放上来好多都是模糊的当时没停下对焦就是走着拍或许这也是我的刻意应为这些记忆都已经变得模糊所以图片也不用很具象印象主义就可以了 呵呵开始觉得自己很傻不过我始终明白回忆终究只是回忆的只是想到路过看到某 一处心就是会被触动我也没办法anyway it's not the importance go ahead life still passing rapidly enough so you need keep your beat accompany Finir et mettre la foto Il y a longtemps que je t'aime jamais je ne t'oublie mais il a changé maintenant et je t'oublierai Marriage Recently,there were two information of happiness arrived,both refer to the wedding ceremony. One from a classmate of mine,primary school.and in addition,we were neighbor once.it is still in my great memory that before we moved to different estate,graduated of the primary school,we used to go school together,though we are not in the same school but they are adjacent.But coz many many reason (something like move house,change tel,else...that age the mb phone was a luxury equipment)like other mate of mine,we lost contact.Until 2004 all of us childhood mate we enter into communication again by the chinaren album(a searching schoolmate website)so many names which we were familiar appeared again, and so many childish face now changed to mature,it make you difficultly recognize though they are absolutely familiar.Thank for that web that old friend reunion after 8 years long missing.The gilr bride in my memory was got a chocolate skin but now is fair complexioned and slim body with an elegant temperament that puzzled us once whether she a teacher or not hehe ...now she married,she is still thinking that she is the first one who entering the "Siege"amongs all of us classmate though the evidence is short .She told me that they just knew each other 3 month,hehe,in chinese we call that shanhun(get into marriage by a short time acquaintance like a lightning)anyway that's not the importance,true love never need test out by long time(somebody said ,not me i don't agree that)The guy bridegroom was said to be a industrious hunter for he racked his brains and times to running after the bride.The grand ceremony will be hold in 5 Sept. And then i was invited to play some music for her in that great day. My best wish for her......Happiness forever handing her and her handsome husband hehe Another is from abroad,Melb,Australie i can't exactly define our relations,i knew her in a musical instrument fair in shanghai maybe 2 years before,we are in the same age.After that fair we never get a chance to talk face to face,chatting in internet only,then shortly enough,it be rare...now like lost contact i think she block me in msn list.I knew she get married an Austraile Chinese by glimspe her blog.she is major in english,TEM-8,fluently in english,and now she is no profession only as a wife in family maybe in the foreseeable future will be a mum of a infant.Here,I don't wanne to make my own definition of her marriage.Her husband in my view is like her father.Her words express they are deeply loved...Wish that's the truth Best wishes for her... So there are the two happiness information.Some parts same and some parts different,One day we all will get married so just enjoy theirs...Love comes by chance ,sometime like a lightning ,a storm or a flame,once you may lost your mind,but marriage comes by a responsibly hard work ... Rien....Le temps file comme une flèche.Il y a longtemps que je n'ai pas ecrit mon blogue.je crois que il est inculte...Je sais pas quoi.Mais je n'ai pas de l'humeur,des inspiration,vraiment.j'ai regardé des séries télévisées qui nommé <zhen kong ai qing ji lu>(une performance de l'amour ),c'est une performance vieille.Quand j'étais jeune,j'ai environ 15-16 ans à ce moment-là.j'avais été ému...celles qui ont consitiué mon point de vue de l'amour.je l'aime... 额。。鸟语了。。 Time passed rapidly,but without any word i left,about my life.it was such a long time since last time i updated my blog.Here,ici...it's like a desert now...But it was the fact...that i have no mood and without any little bit inspiration....Sweating....But when the material been accumulated,it's exploed,my superfluous words..i got lots words to talk here... Recently,i was watching a TV serial,named <zhen kong ai qing ji lu>,enh.....,a love story serial..and which is old enough...published at least one decade.....it was said to be the first young Idol drama in china,anyway who knows.all the act or actress all famous now and matured more.About me ,when i was young,it was a important drama about my growing,totaly about my teenage i remember watching it..never forgot.for which drama made a little boy knew affection...knew growing..i think the drama built my sense of love.Love is not a game like basketball,absolutely not.Though in this society,guys & girls are enjoying a sense of ai mei(a chinese word,which was an commendatory word and got a artistic elegant conception,but now it mean a derogatory sense,a deeply worried relations between men and women,they never figure it out as a health relationship bewteen them as a goal of marriage)but to me i resist it,i like the view of the drama transmitted..whenever you meet l'amour..you should seriously enough..and when i see the man title role chose to break up with the girl he deeply loved for he can not give her a future happiness,i moved..love someone not only mean possession,love is give and make he or she happy...sometimes we chose to do that for we deeply loved and wanna give them happy...whether the chose is right or not.. Through the drama,there are many building,spot,landmark about shanghai decade before, are presented..recalls me much...although,it was not beautiful enough than now,the act& the actress are not fashionable in todays view...but i like the the sincerity presented from the drama. Hearing a story,but i can't exactly remember from where or who or which drama, it was said that a po po , 80 years old, who lived indiviually more than 60 years but still feel happy,one day somebody ask her,why you could do that..the po po said slowly with smile with delight,coz,i got my own happy memory..he is a nice handsome guy,we loved trueheartedly,but unfortunately,he died in the war...Simplement(french words) Were the memory got so huge power?or love is powerful?One day when i'm at her age see if i can tell you my own happy memory then .hehe. Enh....some day before,a stranger added me,she ask me something about a friend of us named xx (before we talked i still thought XX is a friend of mine.but after that,i change my mind,i think it was my friend.Attendtion,i use "it" and "was",saw my anger..it is not qualified be ones friend,)but anyway...it's passed...but this case recalls me a chinese proverb "As distance tests a horse's strength, so time reveals a person's heart" and understood a truth don't be a cheater for you can not justify yourself always ,never.the more you cheat the more difficult you justify...Logic only have 0 and 1... It's over...
Je ne sais pas si j'ai fait quelque chose mal.
Elle commence m'éviter , me négliger.
Elle arrete dire son bonheur avec moi.
Parce que elle est très élégante que m'a désorienté.
Puis,je crois que je l'aime un peu.
Mais,finalement,je sais que je ne peux pas satisfaire à sa perfection.
Je m'esquive.
C'est le moyen unique. Last Friend 續一篇。在西西的鼓勵下。我堅持看完了Last Friend,米始亂終棄。。。。 看完了。但是心情反到更憂鬱。。。 髮現其實人都是孤獨的。人越是長大,越是孤獨,越是不隨意敞開心屝。這也證明了撇除繁衍需要的人類婚姻締結行為,如果單從感情需要角度來分析,人是需要找到伴侶soul mate的,別以為很多單身卻很樂活的人真的很倖福,錶象罷暸。其實是因為它們一個人哭的時候沒讓妳看到而已。慢慢理解為什么好多人都急着叫着,吵着閙着,交男女朋友的原因(感情角度)。或許那個相愛的人才是可以理解你的人。是妳願意向她敞開心屝的人。。 聯繫下自己,其實我也是孤獨的孩子。非常孤獨都孩子。貌似也隻是活在自己的世界里。髮現除了不會打女人,大大遜色于宗祐(片中男副主角)的佔有慾。。其它的,應該我就是和他一樣了。。 越來越髮現自己的隂暗麵很恐怖。真的很恐怖。開朗隻是錶象。。不善交際,不討人喜歡,不會太多的太多。。。孤獨的孩子。活在了自己的世界里。。。! Loneliness+Liberty+Solitude! |
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